He knows his murderous lover is on the other side.. The love is still there, after all these years, and after what he did to him. I guess true love really does last forever. He isn’t bitter about it. In fact he understands why he did it and also why he felt he had to. Everyday he was there with him. Trying to comfort him, to help him get over killing the love of his life.

He tells me part of their live together, and some of what happened after he died. Oddly, he’s very happy with both. They discovered the love they had for one another was much more then friendship in their teen years. They both fought with it. The “white man” had brought their god and beliefs into their lives and changed the others views on life and “old beliefs”. Gays was once thought of as “two souls”, the body had both male and female souls. Not any longer. After the white man, gays were no longer accepted.

I will not be giving real names here. I will however give the soul names. John and David loved each other very much. It was a true love. David’s parents was a big part of the Christian movement and would not accept his loving another man. David told no one of his love for John. He rarely even told John. John always knew though. It never had to be said. They would talk about leaving the tribe, find a place on this planet where they can openly love one another. David’s father saw them embracing in the forest and told David he was never to see him again, he was a disgrace to the family and is no longer welcome.

David was over come with grief and ran to John. After explaining what had happened, David asked john to let him go. Make it easier on him. John, loving David as he does, agreed he would not see him anymore. John left that night, alone. The next day David asked how it was so easy to walk away if he loved him so much. John explained that it is because of his love that he could not stay causing problems. David did not accept this and was furious with John for leaving. Standing on top of the cliff looking out at the ocean John asked David, “do you love me?”
David answered yes, but I can not have you, so you will not have anyone else. David kissed John, stood behind him and pushed him over.

David always loved John and could not forgive what he had done. He eventually married, had two children(both girls) and a beautiful wife. He appeared happy and in love, but it was only for show. He told the girls of his good friend John, but never how good of a friend he was. His wife knew. She felt for him because she loved him. She let him know he was a good man, and embraced the true David. He was truly in love with her, and she with him. She knew of John, and the love David had for him. She did not know what had happened. He told her he fell. He would visit the site often, sometimes she would even come with him. John was always happy to see David, and even Davids wife and family. He forgave David very easily.

John tells me know that he watched the way the world was changing and had no intentions of coming back until recently. We talked about the things that have changed, the thing that he likes the most is the technology. He is really fascinated by the planes, cars and the radio. He says with these things we are more connected then ever. We talked about future technology as well. He has seen the creation of new power sources, new “carriages” ,as he had called them, and the most important thing to him, the recreation of the human mind. This one puzzled me at first. Of course I asked what he meant by that. Here is a direct quote from him.

” Humans have evolved physically for thousands of years. We have become smarter, faster and more inventive. The one thing that will keep you going is you have accepted your brothers and sisters. You will see this more and more over the next year. Proof will be abundant. The coming of peace is on the horizon. Technology will not be your downfall as some believe, but will be your companion in this physical form. People will accept spiritual (astral) travel, will see more clearly their deceased loved ones and start living life as it was meant to be, at one with Mother Earth. Once this path has started, there will come a time when there will be no more burdens of the modern life.”

I went back to the spot where I first met John, he is no longer there. I have tried to reach him in the summer lands, but with no luck.He must have decided it was time to come back. I hope he has written in the creations he spoke of to his chart. In time i will see him again, I’m sure. There will be a lot of questions for him to answer, and I hope he will have a few for me. out of all the new people i have meet, John is one of the most fascinating ones to me.

There has been a lot of concern about where the U.S. is headed. I have done a lot of meditating on this and have gotten some pretty good insight. I would like to share a couple of possibilities we have as a nation here. I am not making a promise or a prediction, only saying what I have seen.

As you know there is an important election coming up, one that most of us have been waiting on for eight years now. The outcome I am going to share with you is based on Obama becoming our next president. With him getting into office our country will go back to being the great nation it once was. The war will be stopped very quickly after he gets into office. We should not be there as it is, and he understands this too. After the war is stopped the gas prices will come down, the dread we feel as a nation will be lifted, and the food prices will also start coming back down. As most of you know the prices that have increased over the last few years are a direct result of the war. The more fuel we use over there, the less we have for our citizens, the higher the cost.

As a result of Obama, the health care will be changed, the welfare and the taxes will also be changed. All of this will be for the better of our country, and for us. We look in awe at France, Canada and even Cuba for their health care. We will soon be coming to a nationalized health care as well.Click here if you have not seen Sicko to see how Cuba’s health care differs from ours. This is a country where the people leave to come here, and yet they are provided health care from the government.

The way I see it we will be modeling our country after Canada and France. Free college tuition, free health care and no more income tax. Now, this does not mean there will be no more taxes, there will be sales tax, but the income tax is no longer needed. As the gas prices are coming down we will also be bettering the fuel cell for cars, and finding new ways to power or vehicles and homes. The pollution will start to get better. We will find new building materials, leaving the precious trees we need to breath to grow more and more.

We are starting to see that Biofuels are not the best way to go. These were good ideas, but not completely thought out. The unhealthy way we have been eating will soon change as well. The government will start paying closer attention to what the experts are saying after we go to nationalized health care. Why shouldn’t they, since they are paying the bill now? We will truly be entering a new golden age. The days of cash will soon end, leaving us millions of dollars. We will not be chipped anytime soon. Instead we will use debit cards, or credits as our cash.

There will be less pesticides used, more organically grown foods. The way animals are treated for food will be drastically changed. Cruelty will no longer be accepted just to feed us. More people will become vegans not only out of respect for the animals, but because they will start to see the benefits of a no cholesterol, no trans fat diet. All of this will be the result of one man, Obama. We will come together as a nation again.

I do not claim to be able to tell your future. The future changes so much that its almost impossible to know what will be right. Instead I will tell you your “life Paths”. The life path is what determines your future. Let me give you a couple of examples on how it works. We start off with three choices on any given path. One choice will lead you down a simple, sometimes boring path. Taking this path will almost always leave you wanting more out of life. This is the predetermined path you set up before you take a physical form. The other options on your path will always lead you to more choices, and different outcomes. The more adventurous you are the least you will choose the “narrow” path. To get a better picture of what I see when I do your readings just follow this…

See a straight line, at the end of this straight line there are three more lines, one going forward, one to the left and the other to the right. Now if you continue on the forward line, you will simply go on with the predetermined goals and end at the main goal. If you choose the left or right path, then it will lead you to more choices. These choices are sometimes easy, ones that go on to happiness directly. Sometimes they are not. We all need to go through some kind of pain or suffering in order to make us more understanding of our emotions. In the long run the sadness you are dealing with today will bring you more happiness. Hard to understand, I know.

Look at it like this, lets use relationships as an example here. If you are hurt by someone cheating on you, then you will understand the pain and would not want to share that with someone you love in the future. So when the choice in your life path comes up to cheat on your partner, you will already know how it feels and will better be able to make the decision. Not saying that just because it hurt you in the past that you would never do it to anyone in the future. just saying that you will understand the pain they will go through when and if you do. By understanding you are better able to accept their feelings. Life paths are for all parts of your life. Careers, School, love life, friendships, all parts. There is no right or wrong path. These paths are set by you on the other side, so of course you will be able to handle any of them. Its up to you after you get here to lead the life you feel is best here.

Have fun with this information, and ENJOY your life!! Even the hard times, they will make you stronger, I promise.

Welcome to MarinPsychic.com! To start off my blog I’d like to tell you about my first experience with the spirits around me. When I was around five I saw the woman for the first time. She was sitting in the corner of my Grandparent’s room, an older woman, maybe in her 70’s. She was very friendly, not much of a talker, though she always listened to me. I asked her a lot of questions, some she answered and some she told me I would know in time. Of course, being five I couldn’t understand why she would not tell me. I asked who she was, her name was Faye, a friend of my Grandmothers. She told me she came to me because I liked her high chair and always treated it well. The high chair she was talking about was a black “old fashioned” high chair. There was a lot of love attached to it. I asked if it was hers and she said it belonged to her oldest daughter. She was very happy it was being used again. Now, at five, I really did not need to sit in it, but I loved it so much. Again, it wasn’t the chair itself but the feelings attached to it.

We talked about other things too, Faye told me that she was dead, and how my Grandma used to take care of her. I asked Grandma about Faye a couple of times. She confirmed everything I already knew about her. Faye and I talked a lot over the years. She has helped me with some very troubling times and showed me a lot about the old religion. She’s what I call a companion spirit. Not a guide, but someone to listen and teach. These spirits are around a lot of people. Usually they are friends of family members, past life friends or past life spouses. Not soul mates, but more of a spirit friend. In my blog I will tell more about companion spirits, soul mates, spirit guides, muses and even evil spirits. I don’t believe in demons, but demonic spirits.

These are spirits of evil minded people that will not let go of the earthly world to be enlightened. They know the things they have done are wrong and believe they will be punished once they do “cross over.” The after life is not a punishment, nor a reward. The after life is just another realm of existence. I will cover more on this as well. I created this site to let others know that it’s fine to use your gift. We all struggle with the uncertainties of life. On this blog I will talk about my personal struggles, and the lessons I’ve learned along the way. Thanks for reading, and for coming along with me on this journey of exploration.