There have been a lot of deaths in my family over the years. I was prepared for all but two of them. I was always warned when someone was about to go. Like I said, all but two of them. My Aunt Mary and baby brother. I felt he wouldn’t be here long, so I distanced myself toward the end. Let me say now, I DO NOT suggest you do this. It was the worst thing I have done. I miss him, a lot. So far he has only came to me twice. He knows I love him, and he understands why I did it. It just doesn’t make me feel any better. Please do not allow this to happen to you.

My Aunt Mary, wow. This one blew my mind. It really messed me up. I was warned, but I never thought it would be her. I figured it was a different family member and actually prepared my self for this one. When I got the phone call, I wanted to do die too. I went to the hospital after everyone left that night. They forced me out of the room after about an hour. I’m telling you know, leaving her body there was the hardest thing I have ever done. She means more to me then most things in this life. We always have had a strong bond.

There will never be another woman like her on this planet. So full of love. Even after someone broke her heart, she still showed them nothing but love. She spoke of no hatred. Always had a kind word about anyone. I strive to live my life like she did. I see her now over there with her daddy, my step mom and all the rest of our family. Shes loving her “life” more now then ever before. She always kept my secrets, never looked down on me for anything I did. I know, this is not a psychic post, but i felt it had to be said. She comes around a lot, still helping me deal with the hardest parts of my life. After my ex and I broke up, she was there with me on my trip back home. She helped me decide i needed to be here with my family and friends right now. I just wanted to take a moment and share someone so special in my life with all of you. Thank you for reading about my Aunt Mary. Much love to you all.
Fred

First off, I’m sorry there has not been any new posts for awhile. There has been some changes in my life and I needed to take a short break from everything. Just a note on the post about our road to tomorrow. Here we are about to have a new leader take office, and as i said, things are already started changing. I would like to thank everyone that voted for Obama. I stated the gas prices would fall quickly after Obama pulled our troops, as I am sure you have noticed, the prices started dropping before he has taken office. I saw the prices lowered and figured it was a direct result of the changes made. Well, i was wrong about the time frame. Now, lets move on to our next road……